MUET

Sekarang ni tgh demam muet. Muet sini sana. Bila minta tandatangan untuk pengecualiaan kuliah, lect. dah boleh agak. "awak ambik muet eh?' dan aku "ya" sambil tersenyum.

Ok, first of all. Im so scared to death. This monday speaking muet. To be frank, im not so good speaking in english. Masih lagi gagap.

Dan aku yakin 85% students yg ambik Muet akan blur bila berdepan dgn examiners. All the ideas gone. Oh myy, including ME!

3 words i can say, IM GONNA DIE! Luckily, NH keep on teaching me how to face the examiners. Hopefully, i can speak clearly and the judges can understand what im trying to say. Amin, Amin.

Dan harap2 aku punya group better than me nanti boleh lah aku curi2 idea diaorang sket2. hehe :D

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan ku dalam menghadapi MUET, moga idea datang mencurah-curah. Amin :')

Alhamdullilah

Praise to Allah that i'm still alive. NH has recovered from fever. He had to go through the pain for a week and Alhamdullilah he back to normal.

Aku dh berada kat Terengganu almost a month. Dan syukur rayuan kolej aku berjaya. Sabtu besok aku akan pindah semua barang masuk kolej. NH will come over here to help me carry the stuff. Thank god he will be here, tak perlu habiskan duit utk sewa keta :D

Setakat ini, quiz, test, assignment masih lagi tiada khabar dari lecturer2 ku. So a bit free la buat masa sekarang. And fyi, this is the first weekend aku habiskan masa di Terengganu. Last week aku balik Kelantan. And tell the truth i feel so horrible, tak ada benda nak buat. How i wish to be in my house right now.

I bought a blouse from obb. I was so freaking in love with clara pastel lace. The blouse was awesome! :D

Worried to death.

NH is currently not in a good condition. He has suffered a bad fever almost 3 days and i felt so sad when i heard his voice. How i wish that i could comfort him right now. He was suspected of infection in his body. I just can pray to Allah that he can bear the pain.

"Be strong love. Allah always be with you".

p/s: We have been loving each other for 10 months. Last week is our 10th month anni. Happy anni sayang. Tenth months and still counting. Let's count our anni together:)

UiTM dihatiku

Assalamualaikum. Harini ada kesempatan menulis.hehe. Bukan sebelum ni x dapat tapi kekangan masa plus penat to the max.

Dan hari ini second day of kuliah and second day aku duduk bilik sewa in Terengganu baru dapat peluang untuk menaip dalam blog yang ku sayangi.

For your information, sem 5 which is last semester aku tak dapat duduk kolej. Silap aku sebab tak hantar kad merit aka kad aktiviti yang menunjukkan aku aktif dalam menyertai aktiviti yang dianjurkan di kolej ataupun di kampus.

Ok, it was my bad la kan. Memang aku aktif, tapi aku malas nak kumpul merit. Semester 4 merupakan semester yang sangat penat bagi aku tapi Alhamdullilah aku dapat lalui walaupun masih ada konflik. Syukur:)

Dan aku sangat berharap untuk semester akhir ini, aku dapat perform dengan baik, sabar dalam menghadapi segala masalah dan dugaan. Yelah, orang cakap last semester paling banyak dugaan, cuma aku berharap semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Amin.

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Currently in kelantan.

nine months

Nine months we have been through together. i know im such a big headed yang x pernah nak mengalah and selalu marah2 you. But still you right here being with me, because you love me so much.

I used sent a text "sayang, You are the bee and I'm the honey. ILOVEYOU."

You know why, because you gave me the most delicious honey in the world. I'm so thankful.

You light up my life with colors. and there's no words could describe how much i need you in my life. I love you because of HIM. I need you because you can guide me to the right path.

Thank you Allah.

Happy 9 months anni :)

Updated.

Asslamualaikum semua. Hehe

Dah jarang kan update pasal life wa. So harini, kemari dengar cerita wa sebelum final dan after final. Hehe.

Okay, before final wa kena siapkan beberapa assignment dan kena hantar pada tarikh yang telah ditetapkan. Alhamdullilah. Semua selesai dan hantar tepat pada masa.

Sebelum final, aku dpt cuti selama 2 minggu, iaitu di panggil cuti study week. Heaven betul, kawan-kawan aku yang lain cuti sikit jer. Part 4 jer lama, yela. Paper pn ada dua jer. Lagi la senang wa nak menelaah buku.

Ok, memandangkan cuti study week lama, aku terus gerak balik rumah. Sangat bahagia. Tapi dalam hati cuak gila nak mati bila fikir paper ECO120. Cukup seminggu kat rumah, aku angkat kaki balik kolej.

Sampai kolej, terus study gila x mati. hehe. Alhamdullilah, paper ECO120 aku dpt jwb dengan mudah. Terima kasih Allah.

Then after paper eco, aku masih ada masa seminggu untuk study Paper OB. But a few days before paper, baru aku struggle hafal segala benda penting. Menunjukkan betapa malas diri ini. Alhamdulillah, dpt jawab dengan tenang. hehe

So settle pasal final. After final terus gerak balik Putrajaya. Teringin nak balik Kelantan, tp ma wasnt there, sebab dia kena attend family gathering kt gombak which mean aku pn kena join juga.

So aku stay sana almost a week, then balik Kuala Terengganu for intersession class. I have to stay in Terengganu for a month. Aku ambik subjek akaun. Alhamdullilah, everything went well. Otak pn dapat terima segala ilmu tentang akaun. Hehe.

And now tinggal beberapa hari lagi final paper for akaun. 4 days to go and im gonna pack all my stuff untuk blah dari kolej. Cant wait ! Moga2 aku dapat jawab dengan cemerlang untuk paper akaun nanti. Amin.

Thanks sayang for spending your value time in Terengganu. Every week you datang kan.

Sayang you! :)

Sesaat

Saat kau hadir, muncul di depan mata. Secebis diri kau tiada harga bagiku. Kau hanya lah insan biasa.

Hati tertutup. Tidak terlintas atau terfikir untuk membukanya. Dengan izin Allah ia terbuka dengan mengenali kau.

Kau lain, kau mampu memimpin. Aku nampak ciri-ciri itu terhadap kau. Siang malam aku berdoa moga Allah temukan jodoh kita berdua.

Aku sayang kau. Aku sayang kau kerana Allah. Sesaat, ku mula sedar. Diri kau amat lah berharga untukku.

Satu yang aku pinta moga hubungan ini mendapat keberkatan dari Allah dan restu dari ibuku. :')

Moga kau lah yang memimpinku di masa hadapan :')

lack

I've got no ideas what to write here. No stories to be told.

Need a new layout for my blog.

But laziness is controlling me right now. hehe

Will be right back.

Updated

ASSALAMUALAIKUM kepada semua blogger yang cantik manis lagi handsome dan blablabla.

Well hari ni hari jumaat, maknanya cuti. Tadi baru jer lepas jawab QUIZ OMT360. Alhamdullilah semua yang aku baca keluar. Apa lagi, jawab sambil tersenyum.

Lately, tekanan makin terasa. Minggu depan aku ada 4 test before study week campur dengan movie assignment and group assignment OB. Agak-agak korang rasa x tekanan yang aku alami ni? Tekang weh ! :D

And fyi, dah lama x balik kelantan since CNY haritu. Sumpah rindu family aku. Paper habis on 26 Mac 2012. Ya Allah, lambat lagi nak balik. huuuu T__T.

Tapi pape pun final ni kena kasi habis baik. Sem 4 hanya ada 2 paper. So gap banyak, sempat nak study sampai lebam.

Wish me luck everyone. Doakan kejayaan Farah Yusuf dan semoga dia mampu buat ibu dia tersenyum. hehe:D

Parents

Two person that i love in the world. Two person that important to me. Tapi bila orang kaitkan parents aku. Ya Allah, sakit gila nak mati. They are my parents.

They raise me up. They gave me everything. Especially my mom. For the sake of my parent, i will do anything just to make them proud for having me as a their daughter.

I'm having a problem with this particular person but then she dragged my parents to get involved in this bloody problem.

Then i was thinking, what the hell is wrong with her? I cant stop crying when i read that status. It killed me from inside.

My parents know me well. Apa aku buat. Apa aku rasa. Siapa musuh aku. Siapa kawan aku. Ok, lemme tell the truth. My father has passed away since i was in standard 3. lagi lah aku sakit ! Ayah aku dah tiada kat dunia tp orang kata macam-macam.

Orang paling aku rapat adalah ibu aku. Mom and me is like a bestfriend even though ada juga gaduh2 but to me she's like a great mom in the world. I'm proud to have her. Aku sayang dia. Ya Allah, aku sayang dia.

Dia lahirkan aku. Dia kandungkan aku 9 bulan. Memikul beban selama 9 bulan. Menahan sakit selama 9 jam. Ya, anak yang hina ini sayang ibu dia !

Ya Allah ampunkan aku. Ampunkan orang yang menyakitkan hati aku

Semoga Ayah ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang beriman. :')

p/s: Aku rindu pelukan dia. Kami selalu tgk cerita hindustan sama-sama. Kami suka hindustan :')

Smile.

Thank you love :)

Wordless Wednesday.

My Love, My Life.

Farah Yusuf

Rules

Three simple things that i do when people talking behind my back. Its a normal thing but somehow it will hurts u so much.

1. Pretend like u didn't hear anything.

2. Assume that they just envy of you.

3. Living in your own world. Ignore them.

This is what i do and yeah i could survive. heeeee :D

Adios, Farah Yusuf

Updated

Alhamdullilah dapat juga update. Kesibukan melanda terpaksa kuburkan niat untuk post something. hehe

Ok, CNY haritu aku dan family adakan family day kat perak. Yes, berada di Tambun selama 3 hari 2 malam. It was so bloody fun ! Dah lama x kumpul ramai2 but too bad my sis Lina Yusuf wasnt there disebabkan ada masalah.

But overall everything went well, spent time kat Lost World Of Tambun. Yela, before this x pernah ke sana and this time ada peluang kita enoy la sampai PUAS !

Makan ramai-ramai kat Homestay. How i wish it will happen again. The best thing my brother yang kt Holland pulang. Almost 3 years dia x pulangkan.

Dan after pulang dari Perak on Monday. On Thursday terus gerak balik Terengganu. Thanks to NH sebab sanggup hantar. Hehe.

Well, thats all from me. x der benda nak cakap. If aku rasa rajin, aku akan kasi muat turun gambar-gambar family aku kt Tambun :)

Adios, Farah Yusuf XOXO

Currently

Away to somewhere:D

Hope

i would like to talk about hope. Hope is important in relationship but please, do not put too much hopes. At the end, you will suffer because of what you are hoping for didn't went well.

Trust me, i used to feel it once and yes it was so freaking hurt when someone you love left u without saying any words.

Tell the truth, it was so hard to survive at first. But i keep on telling myself this is not the end of the world. Maybe Allah knows what is the best for me. And yes, Alhamdullilah i could smile after a year.

And starting from that day i learn how to love someone in a right way. The most important is our intention. Again Alhamdullilah, i met someone that can guide me. And we talked about marriage. Naahhh, it just a random talk.

But in our hearts only god knows how much we hope that thing will be happen. And the best weapon in our daily life is DOA. Insyaalah if we keep on praying, it will help us to get what we wants in this life. And the rest let Allah do His part. Again i repeat, He knows what is the best for everyone:')

its five.

Assalamualaikum

Hey, its 2.45 a.m. now but still i couldn't close my eyes. Currently sitting on my bed while i'm trying to post something here. It has been a while since my last post kan?

Well, i would like to say NH and me have been together for five months. A lot of things we have been through and we're hoping that this relationship will long last. Amin

Second. I think im not doing good in this semester. Kinda playing a lot. Or may i say, i sleep a lot? well, i have to say yes. I might be cried if my pointer drop drastically. Like seriously.

And final is just around the corner. I mean getting nearer. In the month of March i think. Haih, yeah im totally scared to death. Im not so ready to face this so called final. Wei, siapa yang ready unless dia redha ! :(

by hook or by crook, i need to stop PLAYING AROUND!

Too much memories to remember

Alhamdullilah, tahun 2012 sudah bermula kan. Tak sangka. Umur dah mencecah 20. Pergi semua zaman remaja yang aku lalui selama 19 tahun. Tak campur lagi zaman kanak-kanak. Ikutkan dah banyak kita lalui kan.

Sempena tahun baru pasti ramai yang punya azam baru. Aku pun sama tapi azam aku tetap sama iaitu menjadi yang lebih baik, baik dan baik. Berubah ke jalan yang betul, tetapkan hati ke jalan yang benar. Tidak ingin sekali pun terpesong lagi.

Insyaallah, dengan Izin Allah aku mampu menjadi insan lebih baik dari tahun-tahun sebelum ini. Orang kata let by gone be by gone. Benda lepas jangan di pegang tapi biarkan ia pergi dan jadikan pengajaran.

Banyak kenangan pahit, manis, duka, suka, terlalu banyak hingga tidak ada ruang untuk mengingati. 2011 amat bermakna buat aku. Kenapa? Kerana bila lihat diri aku, jauh berbeza berbanding sebelum ini.

Aku tak mampu menilai diri aku sendiri tapi aku mampu rasakannya sendiri. Sekali lagi aku ingatkan diri aku, di sebalik yang hitam pasti ada hikmahnya. Ya, aku nampak hikmahnya dan aku bersyukur.

Dan sekarang 2012, aku perlu berusaha untuk mempertingkat semua dari segala aspek. Insyaallah :')

Welcome 2012

and Goodbye 2011.

ALhamdullilah

Syukur Kepada MU untuk kekuatan yang telah KAU berikan :')