tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70328213069379656282024-03-13T10:05:06.641+08:00FarahTerritoryFarah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.comBlogger156125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-27441041044578934502016-12-05T10:15:00.004+08:002016-12-05T10:15:52.155+08:009 weeks of journeyOn 28 October I made a pregnancy test, there is something telling me that I am pregnant and yes it was positive.<br />
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Tak tau nk describe mcm mana, sbb it was unexpected. NH and I mmg planning untuk baby ni. Tapi rezeki Allah, kita tak boleh pertikaikan.<br />
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So I directly told NH and of course he was so freaking happy and balik je drpd kerja(I buat pregnancy test kt office) dia terus gosok2 perut and even kissed it! I can see how happy he was.<br />
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Sekarang I dah 9 minggu mengandung. Sangat sangat teruk. I start alahan minggu ke 6. I tak boleh makan, I tak boleh berdiri lama, I tak boleh berjalan lama. I will end up muntah kalo I paksa diri I. Minggu lepas, i kena drip air sbb muntah non stop and I tak boleh makan pape. So NH bawak I Putra Medical Centre and doc minta i drip air since I dehydrated.<br />
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Sangat sangat sangat bosan okat drip air. It was my first experince and I berdoa biar la ini first and last I kena mcm ni. I x suka ! NH tak berhenti2 tenangkan I sebab gelisah atas katil. Imagine, i kena baring like almost 4 hours. Haish. Kalo warded tah mcm mana. :(<br />
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Thank you sayang for taking care your wife until 2 am. And esoknya dia kerja lagi :(<br />
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Since I tau pregnant, I tak boleh masak. Yes, since 28 Oct 2016, I dh stop masak sbb I tak tahan bau. and I tak boleh makan. I rasa bersalah sangat2 dgn NH tapi Alhamdullilah dia jenis yang faham and he even tried cari makanan yang boleh masuk dgn I.<br />
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Sejak I tau pregnant jgak, i dh stop buat kerja rumah. Semua NH yang buat. haha. I know im bad tapi I btul2 x larat and I mmg x boleh paksa diri I. Semalam sambil baring sambil tgk tv, I tgk NH tak duduk diam sbb tgh mengemas. Semalam dia cuci 3 toilet, dia mengemas kat dapur. Mop lantai semua. Dia tukar cadar dlm bilik sekali pakej sapu. Susun2 brg kt meja solek.<br />
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And basuh baju sekali okay! Smlm 3 trip basuh kain. I x tau la dia basuh apa. Sbb i mmg tak ambik tahu langsung. haha. Even brg2 kecik I pun dia tolong basuhkan. Yes, sejak I pregnant mmg dia ambik alih semua. I terharuuuu. Boleh plak I pergi nangis time tgh baring smlm. Memalukannn.<br />
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I tak tau nak cakap apa, tapi sejak i mengandung, i dh stop melawa. I dah tak dress up lawa2. Yang I tau, bangun pagi, main plih je baju and terus sarung kt bdan. Tdung pun main ambik. I dh lama tak shopping okay. Nafsu shopping i menghilang since mengandung. isnt it good sayang? HAHA.<br />
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I sangat berharap alahan ni stop after minggu ke 12. I sangat2 berharap. I dah penat being pasif, I tak aktif macam dulu. I nak start masak untuk husband i. I tau dia nk sgt i masak tapi dgn keadaan i skang mmg i x boleh masuk dapur.<br />
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Dear NH, thank you for being such an amazing husband. I truly appreciate it and I even thankful that i married you. You will be the father of my kids. Can't wait that moment and I Love You So Much.<br />
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<br />Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-7682840820730813092016-08-01T11:13:00.001+08:002016-08-01T11:13:09.380+08:0017 daysDear Abang,<br />
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17 days to go until we tie the knot. We gonna end our single life in August 2016. August was very meaningful to us. Month where we met and fell in love with each other. And August is also the month in which you proposed me to be yours.<br />
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And it never crossed my mind that August gonna be our important date as wife and husband! Everything happened is in August ! and i do love August! :D<br />
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<br />Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-73830311633377260862016-06-08T12:06:00.001+08:002016-06-08T12:22:30.455+08:00The Journey Begin..Assalammualaikum,<br />
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20 Julai 2015, The moment when Ma buka cerita pasal kahwin. Aku ingtkan Ma main2. Yela masa tu aku muda lagi and jujur aku cakap tak pernah terlintas nak kahwin awal. Im still young and banyak benda nk kena explore. But then Ma betul-betul maksudkan. Dia nak adakan majlis sekali dgn abang aku. Aku terkejut. Dia ckp after NH habis belajar terus kahwin. NH habis belajar end of 2015. So maksudnya tahun 2016 la.<br />
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Aku terus terfikir NH. Dia nak ke tak kahwin ni. Dia baru habis belajar. Masih muda and tak merasa lagi duit sendiri. And i bet dia mesti nk enjoy kehidupan dia dulu. I put aside all the questions, and i personally call him and tanya dia.<br />
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And from his reaction, i know he's willing to get married at this young age. Tamat internship, ma tanya mcm mana. Bila nak bincang dgn papa dia. It took like a month utk NH bincang dgn papa. He was so scared. HAHA</div>
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Yela, adik beradik dia yang lain semua kahwin lambat and kewangan dh stable tp dia? Nothing. Duit tak de. Kerja tak de. and jeng jeng suatu hari, before dia g kl utk cari peluang pekerjaan, dia tanya papa dia. Papa dia punya reaction hanya sekadar "sebelum adik pergi kl, papa bg keputusan" Situasi yang sangat mendebarkan. Hehe</div>
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2 day before NH bertolak, Papa dia bg keputusan which is YESSSS!!!!! haha. Im so happy and Mama bagitau NH. Adik tak ada pape lagi, kerja x de, duit x de. Mama harap Farah boleh terima adik sebaik mungkin.</div>
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Dear Mama, </div>
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Farah pilih anak mama sebab dia seorang yang bertanggungjawab. </div>
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He put his family and farah as his priority. Dia x pentingkan diri sendiri.</div>
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Motor dia yg rosak sampai skang dia x repair semata2 utk perkahwinan ini.</div>
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Dia ckp dgn RM200 mcm2 dia boleh buat.</div>
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Mama nampakkan? dia baik sangat. Berkorban apa saja. </div>
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Andai kata farah jadi isteri dia, dia x kan biarkan isteri dia berlapar</div>
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Dia letak mama and papa yang pertama.</div>
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Dan x pernah lupa tanggungjawab dia kt kt mama and papa.</div>
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Dia penyayang even kadang2 dia garang. </div>
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Farah terima dia seadanya sebab dia mampu ubah kehidupan dia satu hari nanti</div>
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Dia muda lagi, perjalanan dia jauh lagi.</div>
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Dan farah akan tetap support dia no matter what happen.</div>
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Thats it, 17 Januari 2016 adalah tarikh aku dirisik/tunang oleh keluarga NH. Alhamdullilah, Everything went well. Dan NH keep on looking kerja. dan Alhamdullilah, Dia dapat kerja. Kerja as a buyer at somewhere supermarket HQ. The salary not much but all matters dia dpt kumpul duit within 6 months. And drpd situ aku boleh nampak his effort. Aku bersyukur. Dia tak give up walaupun masa yang sangat singkat. But certain people will be like:<br />
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"gila lah, x kerja x pape. nak kahwin. nak makan apa la nanti"</div>
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"sempat ke nk kumpul duit hantaran, mesti dapat murah"</div>
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Tapi aku sikit pun tak terasa. Sebab Allah ada. Dia yg bagi rezeki. Bukan manusia. But end up, kahwin ni x banyak keluarkan duit sebab family tolong. Keluarga tolong aku and sikit pun x mematahkan semangat aku. Never stop bagi support :) </div>
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Dan aku bersyukur Ma dan adik beradik aku x lepas tangan. They help me like a lot. They said "pasal kenduri jangan risau, yang penting kahwin" Thank you so much family :'). I'm truly blessed. Allah cakap. Rezeki akan datang utk melaksanakan sesuatu yang baik. Alhamdullilah. Rezeki non stop datang. Allah tahu apa yang terbaikkan. hehe. </div>
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Majlis will be in the month of August. and the exact date will be announced soon. Yang aku minta, doakan yang terbaik. The journey of NH and FY will begin.. </div>
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I see many things in this life, and it taught me how to survive.<br />
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You,<br />
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You always stand besides me and never leave me behind.<br />
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You,<br />
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I used to make a mistake but you put it behind and keep loving me like you used to do everyday.<br />
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You,<br />
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I've never taught im gonna settle down with you.<br />
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You,<br />
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Thank you for loving and thank you for everything.<br />
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You,<br />
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If you're reading this, I just wanna tell thank you for 4 years and 6 months of journey.<br />
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Sincere,<br />
your Love.<br />
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<br />Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-87078165327508438942016-02-15T15:38:00.000+08:002016-02-23T23:44:47.376+08:004 Tahun dan 6 Bulan<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Masih yang sama. Dan bakal menghalalkan satu sama lain.<br />
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Ya Allah, Permudahkan urusan kami berdua.</div>
Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-87119315777893510722016-02-15T15:02:00.002+08:002016-02-15T15:02:50.993+08:00AppreciationAssammualaikum,<br />
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Hai, Dah lama aku x update blog. Bertahun2 aku tinggal semua ni. Sebab aku kekangan masa and ye aku MALAS.<br />
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Tapi malas2 x ke mana sebab tu perangai syaiton yang perlu kita lawan. Ye, Harini aku balik2 sni aku nak cerita pasal appreciation.<br />
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Tak banyak aku nak taip. Cuma aku nk luah betapa aku hargai orang sekeliling aku. Makin aku besar makin aku meningkat umur. Aku nampak kehidupan ni x mudah.<br />
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Kehidupan ni, kalo kau x de sokongan moral drpd orang lain or dgn kata lain if nobody standing beside you. Kau x kan melangkah jauh. Ya, tak dinafikan certain people akn cakap " Ak ala, aku sorang kt dunia pun boleh hidup la" "Xpe, aku ade Allah".<br />
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Ye dik, kau ada Allah. Allah maha penyayang. Allah x pernah lupakan hamba Dia. Tapi kau tau tak. Kau nak kuat Allah akan hadirkan sesorang yang boleh bagi kata2 semangat. Allah hadirkan keluarga yang penyayang, yang tak putus2 bagi kata semangat.<br />
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Aku pun x tau kenapa aku jiwang pelik this time. Tapi aku cuma rasa aku mulai hargai orang. Esp family aku la. X de dorang x jalan lah semua cita-cita aku. Kawan2 aku. Aku totally hargailah.<br />
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I can feel the love vibes. Spread the love among the others. You will live happily.<br />
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Aku x baik. Semua orang x baik. Tapi disebalik kehitaman seseorang mesti ada bright side dia kan? So kau cuba tgk bright side dia. Kau cuba padamkan dark side dia. Then insyaallah, everything akan okay. Hehe<br />
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So marilah kita belajar menghargai satu sama lain. :*<br />
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<br />Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-47030426214447635722015-06-17T10:29:00.004+08:002015-06-17T10:29:55.298+08:00Projek Tudung<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Kenapa terfikir nak buat projek ni? Selama ni aku selalu cakap, "aku tak minat business semua ni" "penat la nak g sana g sini, lifeless!"<br />
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Tapi semua pemikiran ni dah berbeza, okay lemme tell one thing. Dulu masa zaman2 kecik. Aku ada dua cita-cita which is pramugari and fashion designer. Tetapi ibu aku sangat x menggalakkann. Pramugari tu korang tau2 la kan, seksi. Bukak sana bukak sini. As for fashion designer, dulu mana ada org produce muslimah couture.<br />
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So ibu aku tak nak aku reka baju yang terdedah2 and tak pasal2 dapat dosa. Yup, i came from islamic family background. Tapi cuma aku yang x berapa nak islamic. haha<br />
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Budak2 dulu tak expose banyak benda mcm sekarang. Sekarang org sangat menekankan islam. Media banyak smpai kan benda tu benda ni. So resultnya skang ramai budak2 yang berjaya start online business.<br />
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Okay bagaimana ia bermula. Last year one of my friends tanya nak tak share booth and jual kt karnival. So aku teringatkan kakak aku. Dia suka sangat business. Before this mmg dia ada produce pakaian2 from bangkok and bukak booth kt giant.<br />
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Tapi lama- lama, dia stop due to certain things yang tak boleh nak elak. After so long, i asked her, nak tak kita jual tudung2 biasa je. I mean plain shawl. She said okay saje.<br />
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Then i told my friend yang aku willing share booth tu. So selama 2 hari aku menjual kt sana. And x memberangsangkan sangat sbb aku x tau macam mana nak jual.<br />
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Then we stop for a while, and then the idea datang lagi. We start it all over again, Start created our own label and design label sendiri. And start cari supplier2 semua. And Alhamdullilah we found the tailor and supplier.<br />
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And the best part, family never stop bagi semangat. We did everything. Pergi kelas tu kelas ni. Untuk belajar online marketing business. Orang kata susah dulu baru senang.<br />
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Insyaallah, first batch untuk shawl akan dilancarkan dalam masa terdekat. Basically there will be 6 premium colors for basic shawl and instant shawl.<br />
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Aku cuba buat sebaik mungkin, untuk tolong kakak aku and yes for myself. Pengalaman itu bagus. And bergantung kepada kita mcmmana nak memaniskan pengalaman itu.<br />
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xoxo,<br />
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<br />Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-1048802891673733452015-06-15T11:40:00.002+08:002015-06-15T11:40:46.542+08:00Keputusan.<br />
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Aku mengambil keputusan untuk menulis kembali dalam blog yang "dulu pernah menjadi kesayangan".<br />
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Hehe, Bukan apa, dulu masa kt tempat kerja lama. Aku x dapat nak fokus kepada blog aku. Kerja terlampau banyak hinggakan setiap hari aku balik kerja i will end up sleep early.<br />
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Alhamdullilah, aku dh tukar kerja baru which is related apa yang aku belajar dulu iaitu secretary to MD in one of the company in Malaysia.<br />
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The feeling when i got the chance was totally speechless. Hey, mana x terkata. Aku langsung tak ada pengalaman. Tup tup pg interview aku dpt jd PA.<br />
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Boleh dikatakan itu rezeki aku. Im not saying aku excited and happy gila. Tp aku rasa mcm apa yang aku belajar sebelum ni not wasted. Aku dapat guna ilmu2 in real life. For sure totally different berbanding zaman belajar.<br />
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So aku guna peluang ni sebaik mungkin untuk belajar apa yang patut untuk menjadi seorang secretary. X senang and x susah. All you've got to do is serve your boss. Hehe.<br />
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<br />Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-89566159336347750252014-09-01T00:08:00.000+08:002014-09-02T20:24:50.947+08:00Back for good?Assalamualaikum blogger, it has been a long time since my last post. Err. Yeah I`m clueless right now. Don`t know what im going to say in this blog of mine.<br />
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I was thinking to write again. About my life, my family and friends. The reason why i want to keep myself writing is just want to show to my next generation what i've been through to survive in this blissful life.<br />
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Alhamdullilah, im just fine right over here. Still working at the same place and was thinking to find a good offer. And as you all know is not that easy. Me and NH still together like before. He still has two semester to finish his studies. I just cant wait for that !<br />
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Coz u know why once he move on to kl and start working here. Im gonna say goodbye to LDR. If u read my last post u will know a meaning of LDR. Hee. *Praying time will fly so fast. haha<br />
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And last but not least. Again, i will say that i will keep myself write something im this blog at least once a month. Tehee.Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-62305376247071793622013-03-25T06:07:00.002+08:002013-03-30T07:27:43.702+08:00For youDear you,<br />
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When I woke up this morning, i feel so glad because you are still mine. You still own my heart and keep it safe in there.<br />
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Dear you,<br />
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You treat me like a woman who never had her love before. U treat me so nicely because you said im gonna be your kid's mother.<br />
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Dear you,<br />
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I've never felt love like this. I appreciate everything that you did, especially your love. Yes, of course. I can see the way u treat me, willing to do anything.<br />
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Im just nothing, a woman with hopeless dream but u came gave a new spirit. U completed me, half of me. There's nothing I could say anymore because words cant describe how much my heart loves you.<br />
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Keep being with me, cause i want to hear that one day ur gonna call me a wifey. ILOVEYOU.Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-69107653847638433202013-03-17T01:32:00.002+08:002015-06-15T12:24:56.021+08:00Forever 21.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Last week, on Friday sharp 6 p.m got a call from NH. He asked me to wait for him in front of 7E after office hours. And yes he did surprised and tiba-tiba nmpak kereta perdana dia. I feels like screaming there okay!</div>
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And the best part, kelas dia banyak cancelled and he decided to stay Damansara till selasa which is that day was my birthday. </div>
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Assalammualaikum.<br />
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Syukur, mlm ni ada juga peluang nak nk post something kt blog. Dh lama menghilang. Almost a month i guess.<br />
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Start dengan degree, first aku sangat sedih since aku x dapat further studies. Memang aku plan nk buat pjj tp perasaan tu dgn sendiri dtg tanpa kita nak. Aku x nak menyusahkan family aku dan ibu aku. Mungkin Allah ada rancangan yang lebih baik untuk aku. Aku hanya berpegang pada Dia.<br />
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Dan syukur Alhamdullilah, aku dapat kerja di petaling jaya. Syukur sangat. Sekarang aku dalam tempoh percubaan selama 3 bulan. Ckup sebulan aku bekerja. Untuk sebulan aku baru merasa penat lelah seorang manusia mencari rezeki untuk teruskan hidup.<br />
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And yes, sangat susah kehidupan ni. Bila kau dh bekerja, kau akan rasa dunia and kehidupan sebenar. Kau akan rasa betapa susah untuk dptkan duit. Ya Allah, ini baru sedikit aku lalui. Tp aku dh mula merungut. Tapi x pe, ini hanya permulaan. Lama-lama aku akan biasakan diri.<br />
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Soal kerja, mcm mana aku dpat? Ingt lagi previous post yang aku pg interview. Yes, aku dpt kerja tu. Syukur, dan baru 2 hari aku kerja. Tiba-tiba aku dpt called dari company kt PJ and ckp aku dapat interview. Perasaan berbelah bagi timbul di hati.<br />
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Peluang ni datang disebabkan kawan sekelas aku dari UiTM kasi resume aku dkt tmpt dia bekerja. Dan Alhamdullilah, aku dapat peluang interview. Bila aku mempersoalkan tntng ini dekat ma, ma ckp pergi jela. mana tau gaji lebih bagus.<br />
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And bila aku tnya NH, dia ckp pergi cuba dulu. Dapatkan pengalaman interview banyak2. So dengan itu<br />
aku terus gerak pergi kl dengan NH. Nasib dia tgh cuti semester that time. Aku minta tlg dia hntrkan aku dkt tmpt interview. And jadi driver sepenuh masa.<br />
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Seriously, rasa sangat terhutang budi. Without him, i couldnt make it. Aku x dapat pergi temu duga and maybe aku x kan pergi kl. Syukur sekali lagi, time interview everything went smoothly. And im officially medical officer at mediclinic department.<br />
<br />Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-89195066925275700542013-01-16T00:59:00.000+08:002015-06-15T12:30:34.013+08:00Tiring dayAssalammualaikum.<br />
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So as you know, i have finished my studies in Dip. in Office Management and Technology. Due to that, i need to make clearance in Kampus to certify that i have completed my studies.<br />
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There are two things happened on the same day which is the first one, i went to the interview at Medi Q Resources. It was unexpected that i was chosen for the interview. I went there without preparing anything.<br />
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As for result, it was unsatisfied. But the interviewers were so great. They show that they are interested towards candidates. I enjoyed the interview so much.<br />
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Even I didn't get the job but at least i have the experience how to face the interviewers. How to answer the questions well. Interview must be in English. For your information, there will be a test for candidates to see how well they can speak in English.<br />
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And the second thing is i went to Terengganu with NH and my nephew ! It was unplanned. I pergi sana pn sebab nak settle pasal clearance and nak dapatkan mini transcript result. I was so happy because i got the chance to go there again and there are many changes in campus. Hewhew, Makin cantikk lah. x dpt nk merasa.<br />
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Right after settled clearance, we went to Uncle Chua. Tempat date i dgn NH. He said, pergi makan sana untuk menggamit memori. So funny. Since hari dh petang, we went back to Kelantan early. Tak nak sampai lewat sanagat.<br />
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I was so lucky because he was there for me tolong jadi driver tak bertauliah untuk sayaaa. Thank you sayang.<br />
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Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-92020213059568666472013-01-03T15:57:00.000+08:002013-01-03T15:57:23.568+08:00DilemaFirst, aku dilema. Aku dh dapat dua interview kt KL. Interview pertama di jalan duta. But then aku terpaksa tolak for some reason.<br />
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The latest one, i got an interview kt Puchong. Haih. Masih juga dilema pergi atau tidak. Memang la belum confirm dapat kerja or tak. Tapi untuk dpt pengalaman interview mungkin bagus. Entahlah.<br />
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I need a response from my brother. I need his opinion. Malukan. Dh besar tp still x boleh decide for myself.<br />
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Bye !Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-39483942811581611222012-12-31T14:15:00.001+08:002015-06-15T12:32:10.899+08:00FuhhAt last berjaya juga aku post satu entry. Entry untuk mengatakan yang aku sangat malas online and update blog. Err.<br />
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Entah mengapa, x der idea masuk. Sejak tamat belajar otak makin beku. Umm. Maybe aku perlu banyak membaca. i guess.<br />
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Well, masih lagi menganggur. Belum ada job. Tak ada rezeki aku. Kerja aku hanya menjadi pemandu x bertauliah untuk ma. Hehe. Its okay. I enjoyed do it.<br />
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Life lately, okay kot. x boleh nak describe satu persatu. Tapi bagi aku okay lah. Cuma terasa sedikit tekanan disebabkan x der kerja lagi. Haih. Moga2 ada lah rezeki aku kt luar sana.<br />
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Btw, i bought a blouse from MILKTEE.NU and i want u to know that i personally love their products. I found their website from facebook. Then tiba2 tergerak hati nk tgk baju2 diaorang.<br />
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Sangat menarik tapi im a bit afraid kalo baju tu tak secantik as in the picture. Tapi aku yakin kan diri aku then beranikan diri untuk order. And the results is really SATISFIED. Im overjoyed with my baju and ofcourse canvas tote! Hee.<br />
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Kerja x nak cari lagi. Tau kenapa? Bulan 12 kena pg kedah sbb ada kenduri dan hujung bulan kena g Melaka sbb kenduri jugak. So? Bersenang leang la dulu. Hee :P<br />
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So purpose of the entry i just wanna tell yang aku sangat bersyukur dengan result yang baru aku dapat tau semalam. Hanya Allah tahu betapa excited diriku dan betapa gembira bila usaha yang aku curah akhirnya dibalas dengan setimpalnya.<br />
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Ya Allah, aku bersyukur sangat dengan rezeki ini, dan sedikit aku tidak riak kerana aku tau kat luar sana masih ada orang yang lebih hebat berbanding diriku. heee<br />
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Aku berterima kasih buat semua pensyarah, keluarga, boyfriend and girlfriend. Without them i would be nothing. Terima kasih segala sokongan. Terlalu banyak budi yang telah mereka semua curahkan shingga aku tidak mampu membalas. Syukur:')<br />
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Buat ma, thank you for giving me advice. And non stop suruh farah study. I was so glad to have a mom like you in this wide world. You sacrificed a lot especially money. One fine day, farah akan balas setakat yang mampu tapi masih tidak menandingi segala apa yang ma lakukan. Insyaallah.<br />
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Buat NH, i know you have been sacrificed a lot for me. Especially your value time, i selalu curi masa u kan sayang. Thank you sbb sanggup datang Terengganu semata- mata nak buat i happy dan release tension. Too much memories in Ganu. U always stay right beside me just want to make me happy and always on top. There's no words could describe how thankful i am to have u in my life.<br />
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Last but not least, semoga kejayaan milikku kekal dan semoga apa yang aku perolehi mendapat kerbekatan dari Allah yang Maha Esa. Amin :')<br />
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Pada 18 haribulan 10 2012, maka tamatlah pengajian peringkat diploma di UiTM Kuala Terengganu. Alhamdullilah selama dua tahun setengah bersamaan lima semester, semuanya berjalan lancar dengan hendakNya. Aku kecundang semasa sem satu tapi masih aku kuat semngat untuk berdiri dengan teguh. Syukur.<br />
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Buat sementara waktu aku tengah bertungkus lumus mencari kerja yang halal. Of course lah halal, x kan nak yang haram, sumber pendapatan yang halal sangat penting! Setakat ni kerja yang aku usha hanyalah untuk sementara waktu, bukan lah tetap. Nak cari yang tetap maybe a bit susah tapi inysaallah, akan ada rezeki untuk aku. HewHew.<br />
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Oh hampir lupa, Salam Aidiladha buat semua umat islam di luar sana. Makan daging jangan lebih2 nanti naik darah tinggi. Hewhew. Oh ye, NH cuti selama minggu! Maknanya aku dapat jumpa dia hanyalah seminggu. HukHuk. *apahal gedik semacam.<br />
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We all x pernah jauh tapi bila dh jauh rindu mambuak-buak *yuck. Sebulan we x jumpa, bila dh jumpa sangatlah bahagia *rasa nak kawin. Ok terlebih gatal. HewHew.<br />
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Enough enough, i rasa gedik semacam jerrrr. Bye!Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-36677562459642686032012-10-16T11:57:00.001+08:002015-06-15T12:32:57.131+08:00The Conversation<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Semalam hati aku x berapa nak tenang, jiwa x tenteram dan aku mengambil keputusan untuk call mak aku yang tercinta. So here the conversation between ma and aku.<br />
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Me: Ma buat gpo ( ma buat apa?)<br />
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Ma: Baru nok masuk tido. Bakpo? ( Baru nak masuk tidur, kenapa?)<br />
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Me: Sajo call ma , puah etep. ( Saja call ma. bosan la.)<br />
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Ma: Farah, ma raso nk suh farah sambung degree truih la. X payah kijo lagi la. Dey kijo gak malas sambung doh. ( Farah, ma rasa nk suruh farah sambung degree terus la. X payah kerja lagi. Kalo dh kerja mesti malas nk sambung dh.<br />
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Me: Um, farah bukey x se tapi farah nk kijo cari duit then tanggung yuran ngaji sendiri. Malas nak buat pinjaman. Plus malah nyusoh ma. ( Um, farah bukan x nak tapi farah nk kerja cari duit then tanggung yuran belajar sendiri.X nak buat pinjaman).<br />
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Then, ma diam and she said cuba tanya pendapat adik beradik. After that kitaorang borak hal lain.<br />
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Ok, tell the truth niat nk sambung degree, meronta2 dalam hati ni. Tapi bila fikir pasal pinjaman PTPTN terus tanamkan dulu niat. Kalo sambung degree confirm la aku kena apply ptptn untuk degree, x larat orang lain nak tanggung aku plus aku x nak susahkan ma. Kalo dh campur hutang ptptn diploma dan degree mesti lah makin banyak. 15k plus 24k. Campur lah sendiri.<br />
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Wei, 20 tahun akan datang pun belum tentu dapat setel semua hutang tu melainkan aku kahwin dengan anak raja then minta husband aku setelkan. Wah, bertuahnya hidup. hehe.<br />
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Tapi satu halangan, zaman sekarang nak cari kerja bukan senang. Kalo aku dapat berkerja dalam masa 6 bulan. Itu memang rezeki aku. Insyaallah, moga Allah permudahkan urusan aku dan moga niat aku dimakbulkan oleh Dia yang maha berkuasa. Amin.Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-71901137097174639022012-10-14T12:01:00.000+08:002015-06-15T12:21:42.344+08:00TerengganuIts 12.46 a.m but still awake nk habis kan Admin. Hanya ingin luahkan yang aku bakal tinggalkanTerengganu dalam masa 4 hari. Yeah, a bit happy sebab tak perlu hadapi lagi tests, quizzes and assignments untuk beberapa bulan but at the same time, perasaan sedih tetap ada.<br />
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Im on final semester dip. Office Management and Technology. I will graduate form UiTM Kuala Terengganu. And yes 1 more step to go, i will get dip. It just diploma but yet still happy with all those usaha dalam masa 2 tahun setengah untuk dapatkan dip.<br />
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Too much memories to keep, it will remain in my mind and in my heart. I will not forget every single things that have happend in Terengganu. Pahit dn manis, itu semua pengalaman hidup. Setiap orang akan rasai manis masam sebuah kehidupan.<br />
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Plan after habis diploma masih lagi dalam pertimbangan samada aku kerja dulu ataupun aku terus sambung belajar. Tapi hati aku mengatakan better kerja dan tnggung yuran pengajian sendiri. Means that aku akan buat part time. Hutang pn tak banyak. Aku punya aim adalah dapatkan degree. Yes, it must.<br />
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But then still in dilemma. Mungkin Allah akan bagi pentunjuk. Insyaallah. Dh sampai masa aku cari duit sendiri instead minta dengan mak. Dah besar kan. Tak layak dh bergantung hidup dengan mak. Hehe<br />
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Before aku tutup luahan aku, aku ingin mengucap ribuan terima kasih kepada lecturer2 yang banyak memberi tunjuk ajar dan tidak pernah kenal erti penat lelah dalam memberi tunjuk ajar.<br />
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Dan a million thanks to my beloved family. Mereka tunjang utama dalam kejayaan aku. Tanpa mereka mana dpt aku nk survive kat Terengganu. To my NH, thanks for always being with me whenever i need you. Selalu dtg Terengganu, just nk comfort ur beloved girlfie :P<br />
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Last but no least, terima kasih buat teman-teman seperjuangan. Maaf salah silap sepanjang 2 tahun setengah aku kenal korang semua. Selamat Maju Jaya :)Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-42493106621752481062012-09-24T22:47:00.001+08:002012-10-11T20:00:18.460+08:00You were born to love me :)Assalamualaikum pembuka kata:)<br />
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First of all, i would like to wish Happy 20th Birthday to My Beloved NH. May God Bless you always. May u success in your life and may you achieve dreams in your life. Last but not least may u always be a better person. Iloveyou and always :)<br />
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Ok, last week we were having a trouble. Normal la kan, kalo gado2. And on saturday we went out with my friends to kbmall to have a lunch. And that time we were not so okay. Tapi boleh lagi la communicate. I missed him and im sure he missed me too :D.<br />
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And kitaorang semua makan kat noodle station. I dgn dia memang suka makan kat situ. Senang cerita, it is our fav place. After makan semua, i ajak dia jalan2 sebab nak beli dia present. Hehe. He keep on saying, "I x nak paper pun, aslkan ada you". Aii, orang nak bagi amik jela:P<br />
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I ternampak satu kasut ni, and i like it so much, sgt sesuai dengan dia but too bad dh habis size. Sayang betul. Itulah. dia kecik sangat-_- Last2, i belikan dia sweater Giordano since it was the last choice that i had. KBM x de choice sangat and plus i tak tau nak bagi dia apa. Am glad he like that sweater so much.<br />
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And after that kitaorang dh nk gerak balik but dia suruh my friends and i pergi kt keta dulu. I terasa sangat pelik but dia keep on paksa me pegi kt keta dulu then i mengalah. Tapi my friends wanna buy yogurts ice-cream yang macam TF then we stop there.<br />
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All of sudden, dari jauh i nampak dia holding benda, then i boleh agak. It was a cake ! I was so surprised. I feel like crying there tapi i terpaksa cover depan my friends. Hehe.<br />
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I tanya dia kenapa bg i cake then he said he just wanna make me happy since dia jarang tgk i senyum lately. Plus he wanna sorry for everything that he have done towards me. Hehe. Cair mak nokk.<br />
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Thank you so much dear NH. It was supposed me yang bagi cake but its okay just wait for the surprise.Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-80839215532956550582012-09-16T14:53:00.003+08:002012-10-11T20:00:18.470+08:00Let it out !<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Bc4fUMZW4wM/UFV7w8M22lI/AAAAAAAABKA/9K8P1ix-2I4/s1600/160920121802.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Bc4fUMZW4wM/UFV7w8M22lI/AAAAAAAABKA/9K8P1ix-2I4/s400/160920121802.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5788668976778631762" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:Georgia, serif;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Assalamualaikum, first of all i just wanna say im so busy like freaking. There's no time for other things. Like seriously.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Georgia, serif;"><span style="font-size:100%;">But, NH came to Ganu yesterday just to meet me. We went to MM to watch a movie. He knows that im under </span>pressured<span style="font-size:100%;"> and he take me out to have fun with him! How sweet you bee :'D</span></span><div><br /></div><div>Dan semalam aku layan cerita Resident Evil. For those yang x pernah follow cerita memang x kan enjpy. Tapi bagi aku yang follow, it was so good and i enjoy the movie :)</div>Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-53614380438560805832012-09-05T14:01:00.005+08:002012-10-11T20:00:18.463+08:00Long Distance Relationship<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-xaSGSM1BVvM/UEcGzwe7BjI/AAAAAAAABJc/vPeua9pTWZo/s1600/farah%2Byusuf%2B2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 225px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-xaSGSM1BVvM/UEcGzwe7BjI/AAAAAAAABJc/vPeua9pTWZo/s400/farah%2Byusuf%2B2.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5784599732638385714" /></a>Sejujurnya, aku x pernah alami and ini kali pertama aku rasa. At first sangat berat hati tapi bila dia pergi. After a few days, im getting used with it. Bahkan, aku rasa sangat sweet. Aku x pernah jauh dan bila jauh rindu tu makin ada.<div><br /></div><div>Sebelum ni, kalo rindu boleh terus jumpa tapi sekarang? Kalo dh rindu sangat, 2 3 bulan lepas tu baru jumpa. Sedih tapi disebaliknya makin sayang. Rindu membuatkan kita makin sayang. Menandakan kita sayang dia. Hehe</div><div><br /></div><div>Yeah, i know im a bit jiwang now. Who cares? Aku nak jiw<span style="font-size: 100%; ">ang bila2 masa aku nak. Fyi, LDR ni akan membantu kita untuk tanamkan sifat percaya terhadap pasangan kita. Dan sekarang aku dalam proses untuk percaya kan dia. Percaya yang dia x kan CURANG and tipu aku. Hehe</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Dan InsyaAllah kami akan terus mempercayai satu sama lain. Tipulah kalo x de dugaan, pasti ada tapi depends on individual how they mana<span style="font-size: 100%; ">ge to settle it. All i know, moga2 hubungan ni terus k</span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">ekal hinggalah ke anak cucu. Amin.</span></div><div><span style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></span></div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-TgREH7lD1KU/UEcHSa2hmtI/AAAAAAAABJo/siZuQ4GwkJc/s400/6.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5784600259407747794" style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px; " /><div style="text-align: center;">NH</div>Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7032821306937965628.post-66388652099046096472012-09-05T01:07:00.002+08:002012-10-11T20:00:18.468+08:00NH<div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; text-align: center; ">NH has go far away from me. He is currently in Kedah right now :') </div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ZFc6OUP1PrQ/UEY1iEDG6GI/AAAAAAAABJE/yWqkzwDa9pY/s1600/Untitled.jpg" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 129px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ZFc6OUP1PrQ/UEY1iEDG6GI/AAAAAAAABJE/yWqkzwDa9pY/s400/Untitled.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5784369630722582626" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-PEPF0kWmKcg/UEY1hhDpVjI/AAAAAAAABI4/fxqTfVj814Q/s1600/310820121696.jpg" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 234px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-PEPF0kWmKcg/UEY1hhDpVjI/AAAAAAAABI4/fxqTfVj814Q/s400/310820121696.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5784369621329598002" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">Jaga diri :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family:Georgia, serif;"><br /></span></div>Farah Yusufhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14187428612837540106noreply@blogger.com0