For you

Dear you,

When I woke up this morning, i feel so glad because you are still mine. You still own my heart and keep it safe in there.

Dear you,

You treat me like a woman who never had her love before. U treat me so nicely because you said im gonna be your kid's mother.

Dear you,

I've never felt love like this. I appreciate everything that you did, especially your love. Yes, of course. I can see the way u treat me, willing to do anything.

Dear you,

Im just nothing, a woman with hopeless dream but u came gave a new spirit. U completed me, half of me. There's nothing I could say anymore because words cant describe how much my heart loves you.

Dear you,

Keep being with me, cause i want to hear that one day ur gonna call me a wifey. ILOVEYOU.

Forever 21.

Assalamualaikum.

Tanggal 12 Mac 2013 genap 21 tahun aku bernafas di dunia ini. So sekarang aku berada di fasa 20. Lenyap zaman remaja. Muncul zaman perempuan dewasa. 

Tiada gedik, tiada manja. Independent mungkin? Forget it, masih membiasakan diri. 

Last week, on Friday sharp 6 p.m got a call from NH. He asked me to wait for him in front of 7E after office hours. And yes he did surprised and tiba-tiba nmpak kereta perdana dia. I feels like screaming there okay!

And i was so freaking happy and after masuk dlm keta i just couldn't stop looking at him. Tak sangka willing datang dari kedah just to make me happy.

And the best part, kelas dia banyak cancelled and he decided to stay Damansara till selasa which is that day was my birthday. 

Hari sabtu confirm kami  keluar dating tapi ditemani girlfriend (his bestfriend since standard 1)  no.2 NH which is S. We went to Setia City Mall. Never been there before and the mall was okay sbb tak ramai orang sangat. 

And and and, got a birthday gift in advance from him. Thank you sayang. Everything u buat, i do appreciate it. Thank you for coming and thank you for a lovely handbag, Alhamdullilah :')

Updated

Assalammualaikum.

Syukur, mlm ni ada juga peluang nak nk post something kt blog. Dh lama menghilang. Almost a month i guess.

Start dengan degree, first aku sangat sedih since aku x dapat further studies. Memang aku plan nk buat pjj tp perasaan tu dgn sendiri dtg tanpa kita nak. Aku x nak menyusahkan family aku dan ibu aku. Mungkin Allah ada rancangan yang lebih baik untuk aku. Aku hanya berpegang pada Dia.

Dan syukur Alhamdullilah, aku dapat kerja di petaling jaya. Syukur sangat. Sekarang aku dalam tempoh percubaan selama 3 bulan. Ckup sebulan aku bekerja. Untuk sebulan aku baru merasa penat lelah seorang manusia mencari rezeki untuk teruskan hidup.

And yes, sangat susah kehidupan ni. Bila kau dh bekerja, kau akan rasa dunia and kehidupan sebenar. Kau akan rasa betapa susah untuk dptkan duit. Ya Allah, ini baru sedikit aku lalui. Tp aku dh mula merungut. Tapi x pe, ini hanya permulaan. Lama-lama aku akan biasakan diri.

Soal kerja, mcm mana aku dpat? Ingt lagi previous post yang aku pg interview. Yes, aku dpt kerja tu. Syukur, dan baru 2 hari aku kerja. Tiba-tiba aku dpt called dari company kt PJ and ckp aku dapat interview. Perasaan berbelah bagi timbul di hati.

Peluang ni datang disebabkan kawan sekelas aku dari UiTM kasi resume aku dkt tmpt dia bekerja. Dan Alhamdullilah, aku dapat peluang interview. Bila aku mempersoalkan tntng ini dekat ma, ma ckp pergi jela. mana tau gaji lebih bagus.

And bila aku tnya NH, dia ckp pergi cuba dulu. Dapatkan pengalaman interview banyak2. So dengan itu
aku terus gerak pergi kl dengan NH. Nasib dia tgh cuti semester that time. Aku minta tlg dia hntrkan aku dkt tmpt interview. And jadi driver sepenuh masa.

Seriously, rasa sangat terhutang budi. Without him, i couldnt make it. Aku x dapat pergi temu duga and maybe aku x kan pergi kl. Syukur sekali lagi, time interview everything went smoothly. And im officially medical officer at mediclinic department.

Tiring day

Assalammualaikum.

So as you know, i have finished my studies in Dip. in Office Management and Technology. Due to that, i need to make clearance in Kampus to certify that i have completed my studies.

There are two things happened on the same day which is the first one, i went to the interview at Medi Q Resources. It was unexpected that i was chosen for the interview. I went there without preparing anything.

As for result, it was unsatisfied. But the interviewers were so great. They show that they are interested towards candidates. I enjoyed the interview so much.

 Even I didn't get the job but at least i have the experience how to face the interviewers.  How to answer the questions well. Interview must be in English. For your information, there will be a test for candidates to see how well they can speak in English.

And the second thing is i went to Terengganu with NH and my nephew ! It was unplanned. I pergi sana pn sebab nak settle pasal clearance and nak dapatkan mini transcript result. I was so happy because i got the chance to go there again and there are many changes in campus. Hewhew, Makin cantikk lah. x dpt nk merasa.

Right after settled clearance, we went to Uncle Chua. Tempat date i dgn NH. He said, pergi makan sana untuk menggamit memori. So funny. Since hari dh petang, we went back to Kelantan early. Tak nak sampai lewat sanagat.

 I was so lucky because he was there for me tolong jadi driver tak bertauliah untuk sayaaa. Thank you sayang.

Kekerasan.

Aku pantang bila lelaki guna kekerasan terhadap wanita. Wanita seorang yang lemah lembut, bukan kekerasan yang patut dilemparkan kepada mereka.

Aku geram bila perempuan dikasari kerana aku pernah berada dalam situasi itu. Dan aku faham perasaan bila dilayan sebegitu.

Bukan sekali pengalaman aku tapi dua kali aku harus lalui. Yeah, sakit amat. Sakit dalam dan sakit luar. Tapi kita sebagai wanita tidak punya kudrat yang cukup untuk menandingi kudrat seorang lelaki.

Elak dengan lelaki seperti ini selagi kamu semua boleh elak. Trust me, x akan dapat apa2 benefit. Masih ramai lagi yang lebih elok kat luar sana.  

Sekadar pesanan..

Dilema

First, aku dilema. Aku dh dapat dua interview kt KL. Interview pertama di jalan duta. But then aku terpaksa tolak for some reason.

The latest one, i got an interview kt Puchong. Haih. Masih juga dilema pergi atau tidak. Memang la belum confirm dapat kerja or tak. Tapi untuk dpt pengalaman interview mungkin bagus. Entahlah.

I need a response from my brother. I need his opinion. Malukan. Dh besar tp still x boleh decide for myself.

Bye !